I appologize for the offensive comment.
It seems to me, that what I think of as an innocent post is not thought of in that light by many of you at Spanishdict.
I realize what I said was taken for something dreadful and inappropriate. For that I apologize.
In my profession, when emotion is displayed, I see two types. Anger and humor. Never ever anything else. Oh, we talk about life and home, but you will never see a tear in the eye of a soldier (not even after losing one of our own). After living this way for so long, it is shocking to me when I come across people who actually “have” feelings.
When I return home I will have over 2 years in combat. I have seen things here worse than the Saw movies and I have done things that I have only seen in action movies. I don’t regret these things, but they have warped my mind in a sense. Hopefully, someday, after I have been home for a while, I will be a normal human being again. Until that day, please, feel free to slap my hand again, over and over if need be.
Last time I came home it took me 6 months to return to what I felt was normal. Hopefully this time it won’t be that long. Talking with “normal” people like all of you at Spanishdict helps a lot with the process. Thank you all for your patience.
